Sisyphus pushes his boulder up the mountain at dusk while his shadow on the rock takes the shape of Atlas holding the world
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Sisyphus was training.

Same boulder. Same hill. Change who's telling the story and the man changes. On the first narrator, and the father-in-law holding up the sky.

I'm R. James. I write, speak and coach on the conversation underneath all of it - the place where the mystics and psychology are describing the same thing. More about me

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The Concordance

Same experience. Two vocabularies.

A living table from my research. Each row is something people report on the inside - what the traditions called it, what the research calls it, and who found it. Not an argument. A lookup.

Remembering I AM
As Within
BOOK 1
So Without
BOOK 2 · TBD
What I See
BOOK 3 · TBD
Speaking

The Words That You Forgot

My signature talk, on the two words underneath all of it. The room decides how the conversation starts.

About

I'm Ryan J. Mathis, LICSW. I write as R. James. I came up in the clinic - ten years of crisis teams, inpatient psych, outpatient and private practice - and I live on the energy side now. My work translates between the two, in both directions.

Everybody's right. Nobody's wrong.

R. James

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